love life.

regardless of how dull my love life is, 

i love life. 

sometimes i get so worked up about the things i don't have,

i forget about all that i do have. 

i think my mom said it best last week when she said, "I can't tell if you are the luckiest girl i know, or just more blessed than anyone I've ever met."

for the 3456789854567th time in my life, she is absolutely right. I'm the luckiest girl in the world, because I'm blessed past the point of payback. my life is charmed, and i wouldn't have it any other way. 

so time for an update?

i think yes. 

i will cover what i consider the most important things in life:

family

i finally had a weekend off to go home over halloween, and I LOVED EVERY SECOND OF IT. it was kind of sad getting on facebook and seeing all the pictures from halloween celebrations, but i was so glad i decided to go home. it's funny how life changes so quickly, last year the last thing i wanted to do was go back to eagle, and this year i jump at the first chance to get there. i love my family so much and i'm so lucky to have them!! i wish i could go home more often to see my cute little sister grow up, and take care of my mom. and fix our printer, because for some reason no one else can figure it out. 

moral of the story: if anyone decides to drive to boise randomly one weekend, please call me. 

friends

have i ever mentioned how great my friends are? like seriously, i have the most hilarious and great group of people surrounding me. Daynskiis is married... well not really. but she is dating the greatest guy ever and i am so happy to see her this happy. i've never thought she has dated someone up to her level, but this guy gets pretty close. they're perfect, and i hope someday i find someone who makes me as happy aschase makes her. i've even gotten over the jealousy of him stealing my best friend, because when you see them you can't help but to want to puke from the cuteness. puke in the best way possible, obviously. stevilicious is just the greatest, i have never met a girl who gets me as well as she does. i'm pretty sure we were separated at birth, but i'm the awkward twin and she's the hot twin who gets all the guys. at least one of us is playing the field. i love my 2 best friends. i would be so lame without them. 

school

i'm going to take the liberty of not talking about my grades, because that will put me in a terrible mood, but i'm proud to announce, I GOT IN THE BROADCASTING PROGRAM!!!! they told us in my introduction meeting that broadcasting was the most difficult emphasis in the communcations department to get into this year, and the most competitive year they've ever had, so getting in on my first try pretty much made my life. i get to start on classes in the winter, and even though i know i'll be overwhelmed with the class load and cheer, i couldn't be more excited to get started. i'm so lucky to have a major that i'm so passionate about, because it makes school something i look forward to going to everyday. i even decided on a media arts studies minor, where i will learn all about television and film. the minor couldn't be more perfect for me!! on top of all of that, i did a little internship research and found out that E! has a talent and casting internship this summer in LA, and i almost died. that is the job i've always dreamed of, and considering my family will already be in LA this summer, it couldn't come at a better time. i can't wait to apply! can't you see me as a less attractive version of ryan secrest? yeah that's what i thought. 

cheer

i didn't know it was possible to love a team as much as i do. with how much work cheer is, you'd think that i would be so over it, but i'm loving every second. my team is great, my coach is greater. i don't ever want to grow up. sleeping in on weekdays is so overrated anyways. 

relationships

i hate boys. i don't hate boys, i hate that i love boys. my love life is duller than a spoon, but i can't complain because i'm not doing too much to change that. i'm in a weird transition stage, and i'm not really sure what i want. there is a super cute boy in one of my classes though, i think if he weren't totally out of my league i'd be in love. perhaps one day i'll wake up looking like miranda kerr and he'll ask me out. cross your fingers. 

that's all.