roller coaster.

change is life's only constant.
i've always considered myself pretty receptive to change, and i am quite proud of my ability to "roll with the punches"
but you can only get hit so many times before you can't get back up.

recently, i have had the rug of life ripped out from beneath my feet so fast that i was on my butt before i even realized what happened. yes i'm fine, and no i don't want to talk about it. but the funny thing is... i really am fine, and i really don't want to talk about it.

i have officially closed a chapter in my book of life and i'm pulling out my pencil to start the new one. whats the goal? to not need to use an eraser quite so often. i have my whole life ahead of me and this time everything is going to be different. it's time to start defining and refining myself, because it's time to grow up. i'm ready to start working hard, playing harder, and start deserving some of the incredible opportunities i've been given. i've never been more anxious for a fresh start and i'm so ready to make my own happily ever after.